tomorrow I will be someone else…tomorrow I will be somewhere else again…
I was born on Earth, or at least on one of those that exist in different timelines.
Relatively I’m 52 years old today, but I’m probably, and there’s much to suggest, I’m much older…
Is it possible? Yes, it’s possible…
For over 20 years, and already here on this timeline, I’ve been recording and recalling much of what I’ve lived through and experienced, participating in what I consider humanity’s greatest mystery, but the term „mystery” doesn’t quite capture what I’m talking about and what I want to tell…
I don’t remember it well, but I don’t think I was formally in that formation.My personal involvement in the SSP was indirect; other formations, only on a mercenary basis where typical human formations cannot operate…
Existence beyond the protocols…
everything definitely shows my involvement in black axis and formations outside the official protocol
Black Axis – a special unit operating outside the standard structure.
Units that have undergone multi-level disconnection from control systems.
Their presence is associated with a deformation of the energy field.
Black Axis is:
Hybrid units with a high level of integration with ICC technology and otherworldly structures.
They operated outside the SSP command line.
The mentality of alien races is so different and so diverse that it’s impossible to fathom…
Each world, each alien race pursues its own goals and has its own reasons for fighting for survival…
Yes, fighting is a good word, all the stories about brothers in space, about freedom, love and brotherhood can be dismissed as fairy tales…
fight …..I think I’ve dealt with my trauma myself and now everything is going up… it’s not easy but it’s slowly getting better and more stable… yes, you can deal with it on your own but it requires focusing on yourself and accepting the truth about yourself…
I’ve been to many strange places… I’ve seen a lot of strange et alien, you can’t talk to everyone and you won’t get along with everyone, I don’t know if it’s even possible, they’re so different… a different mentality, people don’t realize how limited they are, and on purpose… and if these are methods of control, then when I look at it today and now, it’s like this…
So many things remind me of it more and more. When you start to understand it, or when you finally understand what you feel, and suddenly everything changes. When I made my own personal comparison and confronted other people experiencing the same thing, when I also heard an interview on a certain TV program with a man who talked a lot about the secret space program. This man certainly has experience with other people who return to Earth after completing the SSP program, what I heard then made me freeze. I listened to what he was saying and couldn’t believe it… He talked precisely, step by step, about the return, about the replaced memory, about the effects it creates and what problems people have after returning… Well, he was talking exactly about myself. It was like the final full stop. It had lasted too long, it had taught me too much, and it changed everything…
I saw the entire solar system from a distance, it’s beautiful… we were flying somewhere very far away and I was young then
All situations and all memories are my personal experience. I do not write about other people, I do not mention names, I verify most of the information myself based on the operators’ accounts and the experiences of others in the SSP. Over 80% of my memories match what the exposed operators say. Similar patterns, abductions, training, participation in missions, and many others. The type of mission varies, my experience is different from that of Solar Warden and Nacht Waffen. I participated in space-time jumps, the liquidation of underground bases, the elimination of alien units, securing anomalies and technologies, removing the effects of alien activities, and many others.
and today I don’t believe that I was born of music and became a soldier
